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So I forgot to post yesterday.  Actually, I didn't forget to post; I just couldn't post when I was thinking about it.

I went to yoga yesterday, and it was okay.  Not the best.  I couldn't focus my mind very well.  But it still felt good to go.

When I got home I basically got ready for bed and then got in bed with Jack Bauer (the next two discs of 24 arrived from Netflix).  I made it through one episode but fell asleep during the second one at about 8:30.  I slept for about twelve hours, then watched another episode and a half this morning in bed.  At about 11:00 I decided I should stop being a slug and actually get up and DO something on my day off.  But boy did it feel good to be a slug.

I went to the mall.  Why oh why do I keep going to the mall?  I go about once every four months, by which time I've forgotten how gross it makes me feel.  It reminds me of how people are "supposed" to look and what we're "supposed" to care about and that we're "supposed" to buy a whole bunch of stuff.  Which is all BS.  But I had to go to Tiffany to drop off my charm bracelet and new half marathon charm to be added to the bracelet.  I also stopped by the Gap to see if they could come through for me in the way of jeans (I went in October and ended up writing a letter of disappointment to corporate customer service), and I actually did find a pair.  Amazing.

Next I went to the gym.  I did the CrossFit 100s workout, which made me feel like throwing up, to be honest.  And then I walked on the treadmill for a mile or so just to get a little extra credit.  You know what's not recommended?  Forgetting your headphones when you plan to do a long workout.  Once I realized I had forgotten them, my grand plan to do a CrossFit workout AND a treadmill run went out the window.

Only nine days of school before Thanksgiving break.  Two of those days are minimum days, and I'm taking one of the days off to go to SF to see the Richard Avedon exhibit at MOMA.  Frankly, I'm a little worried about how much teacheritis I've had so early in the year.  Last week was particularly bad; I've noticed that I'm losing patience with my students in a way that I never have before.  I'm having less fun than I used to, and I can't figure out why exactly that is.  I feel myself becoming one of those teachers who has little tolerance for typical teenager things like talking out of turn or whining or chewing gum when they know it's against classroom policy.  My attitude now is along the lines of, "Are you just stupid?  Am I really having to tell you that it's not okay for you to talk while I'm talking?"

I think part of it is that last year (when I had teacheritis in a bad way in the spring) and this year I'm trying brand new things in the classroom and I want them to be successful.  So I'm putting a lot of energy into them, which has affected the amount of energy I can put into other areas of my life.  I've also feel like I have a personal stake in my teaching (duh) more so than before because I'm doing progressive things in the classroom.  That is, in the past when things were just kind of business as usual, I could more easily not feel as emotionally tied to the results as I do now.

I used to tell people who would make comments about teachers' summers off that if we didn't have them we'd burn out super fast.  I've believed that since I started teaching, but now I feel like anticipation of my summer vacation is what's buoying me up.  It is what it is, but I'm frustrated that I can't seem to be here now; I don't want to constantly be looking forward to something else instead of living my life moment by moment.  Looking forward to things is perfectly fine, sure, but not the way I'm doing it now.

Anyway.

Speaking of looking forward to things, Colorado should be refreshing.  Experiencing snow will feel appropriate and nice for turkey day.  And Christmas break.  My mom and I have been talking for a couple of months about doing something different for Christmas this year.  Last year wasn't very enjoyable overall, which is what got me thinking about "skipping Christmas."  I was just in VA in August, so I floated the idea of not going back east for the break.  I knew Mom wouldn't be crazy about that, but I was surprised at how she readily acknowledged that last year was way too stressful and that things should be different this year.  To her credit, she told me that I shouldn't feel obligated to come to VA--that I shouldn't feel guilty if I didn't want or plan to come.

I don't know how it all fits together, but with the way I've been feeling about work and life and the world, I just want to do something different.  I thought about traveling somewhere, perhaps to the Southwest, or even somewhere in CA.  Christmas is high season for a lot of places, though, so that limits things.  I asked Andy if he had any ideas for good destinations, and he said he the Baja peninsula has been on his list for a while.  I didn't want to presume that he would do this trip over my winter break so that I could do it with him, but as we talked it seemed to make sense.

So that's the tentative plan.  Baja.  I've never been to Mexico.  I don't speak Spanish.  I've never not seen my family during the holidays.  I've never traveled with Andy in a foreign country.  ...  And all that newness and uncharted territory is what I think I need.  I feel like I need to be shaken from my work/life/world malaise.

I could be wrong.  Perhaps I'll not enjoy it.  But I hope I will.  I'd like to come back with new eyes.

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carrieslj
[info]carrieslj
I'm going to turn 36 in two weeks (technically 2 weeks from tomorrow). I don't feel like I thought I'd feel when I was younger. Probably not since I was much younger. I mean, I had friends in their 30s when I was in my mid-20s and they seem just like they do now and like they did when they were younger (except maybe for the decrease in drugs and alcohol and increase in children).

So, the question is, am I immature? Is the norm for the larger society behaving in some more adult way (I have no idea what that way would be) or was my perception of being an adult just wrong?

Looking back, my parents weren't any different from they way I am now (though, I don't have a 16 year old), but my friends' parents always seemed more responsible. Perhaps responsibility and maturity aren't directly linked to each other.

Anyway, if anyone thinks they know the answer, let me know. Should I stop playing video games and dicking around on Facebook? Should I stop posting twitters (I'm totally addicted to that now)? Should I stop calling my son dude?
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On Saturday the 14th at 4AM UTC/GMT we will be upgrading the operating system of our network load balancers to a newer version, one that will allow us to use both CPUs! Nifty, because multiprocessing is nice.

Since we have 2 load balancers, the plan is to upgrade 1 at a time, and there really should be very little impact to our website. Hopefully you won't notice a thing and I'll get to go back to the hotel and watch some wonderful late night infomercials.

We've got a lot of exciting projects coming up for 2010 and we're hoping that we'll be able to deliver them all to you, that you will find it useful/cool/lovely and then you will use the site even more. Behind-the-scenes work like this will give us the capacity to handle the anticipated traffic, so expect a few more maintenance windows especially in the beginning of next year as we've got some neat ideas to improve performance around here! We had the recent 30-45 minute outage yesterday due to one of our logging databases filling up disk space -- not so great design coupled with my human error in handling the initial problem -- and it looks like we're going to finally have some resources to eliminate stuff like that. I can't wait!

As usual, I will be updating status.livejournal.org before and after, just in case you are not able to reach our main website during the work.
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I am a 30-year-old woman, married for five years to a man eight years my senior. Lately I have become more aware that I am turned on by the idea of bondage, specifically men locked up in chastity devices. I am ashamed of myself, because it seems, well, pretty perverse and disturbed.
My husband is a pretty dominant alpha-male type. I am a relatively dominant personality, but I’m a bit submissive around him in order to keep the peace, as he will not tolerate any disagreement in certain situations. So I am wondering: Is this new fetish springing from ...
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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 11, 2009 is:

exhilarate • \ig-ZIL-uh-rayt\  • verb
1 a : to make cheerful and excited* b : enliven, excite 2 : refresh, stimulate

Example sentence:
“Whooshing down a snow-covered mountain at high speed exhilarates me,” said Tara, explaining her love of skiing.

Did you know?
Many people find "exhilarate" a difficult word to spell. It's easy to forget that silent "h" in there, and is it an "er" or "ar" after the "l"? It may be easier to remember the spelling if you know that "exhilarate" is ultimately derived from the Latin adjective "hilarus," meaning "cheerful." (This also explains why the earliest meaning of "exhilarate" is "to make cheerful.") "Exhilarate" comes from "exhilaratus," the past participle of "exhilarare," which is formed by combining "ex-" and "hilarare," a verb that derives from "hilarus" and means "to cheer or gladden." If "hilarus" looks familiar, that may be because it's also the source of "hilarious" and "hilarity" (as well as "hilariously" and "hilariousness," of course).

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annarama
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Last night she had her Elmo doll and wanted to put a diaper on him. I made a makeshift diaper out of a white rag and put it on him. She took him, kissed him, then tossed him into her crib onto the pillow. (She was trying to put him on the pillow but since she can't reach, she had to hurl him onto it.) Then she said "Night night!" and ran out of the room. She tucked Elmo in bed! I was impressed she put a diaper on him first. :)

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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 10, 2009 is:

rectify • \REK-tuh-fye\  • verb
*1 : to set right : remedy 2 : to purify (as alcohol) especially by repeated or fractional distillation 3 : to correct by removing errors : adjust

Example sentence:
The night before the Web site was to go live, the programmers worked frantically to rectify several unresolved security problems.

Did you know?
Which of the following words does not share its ancestry with "rectify"?

1) direct 2) regimen 3) obstruct 4) correct 5) resurrection
Like "rectify," four of these words ultimately come from Latin "regere," which can mean "to lead straight," "to direct," or "to rule." "Correct" and "direct" come from "regere" via Latin "corrigere" and "dirigere," respectively. "Resurrection" comes from Latin "resurgere," whose stem "surgere," meaning "to rise," is a combination of "sub-" and "regere." "Regimen" is from Latin "regimen" ("position of authority," "direction," "set of rules"), itself from "regere." And "rectify" is from "regere" by way of Latin "rectus" ("right"). "Obstruct" is the only one of the set above that has no relation to "rectify." It traces back to Latin "struere," meaning "to build" or "to heap up."

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[info]herrtodd
So there are the two 24 Hour Fitnesses... The Gold's by the theatre.. Any recommendations for a (decent) gym near Shoreline & Central?

Thanks!
cuilleree
[info]cuilleree
I got to work early again this morning.  For the past couple of weeks I've been getting up a little later and also spending my spare morning time doing stuff around the house, so I've been getting to school just before tutorial instead of at 7:00 a.m. or earlier like I always used to do.  So I was able to get some good work done before any students even showed up.  I was reminded of why I like to get to work early.

Classes were pretty decent; I never felt like I wanted to quit my job like I did a few times last week.  French 2 is soooo far behind.  And the thing is, they are just not getting it.  Even the simplest things--not clicking.  One of my sharpest students was in tutorial and asked me what I did this weekend, so I slowly told him in French.  He struggled with every sentence.  And we're not talking difficult vocab--I intentionally picked vocab that I know is covered in the French 1 curriculum.  Sigh.

I gave sophomores new seats on Thursday.  It was amusing to see them come into class today and do about faces in mid stride, realizing they were heading to the wrong seat.  It was like they were on schizophrenic remote control.

Mock trial went well.  I feel like it was our first real working meeting where we had enough material to work with so we could start applying the rules of evidence.  Progress.

But the best part of the day started after that.  I came home, freshened up and changed my shirt, then went to UPS to get passport photos taken.  The photos themselves are poor (I mean, I look okay, but it looks totally desaturated, and my head is crooked and slightly tilted back, so there's a little more nostril than I'd like), but it's crossed off my list!  As soon as I finish this entry I'm going to fill out my application, and I'll mail it tomorrow morning.

Then I hit Safeway.  I was inspired by an email from a friend this morning to alter some of my eating habits, so I stocked up on some good eats, then headed home.  While the guy ahead of me in line was checking out, I heard the cashier tell a coworker that his shift ended at 6:30.  It was 6:15 when I was checking out, and we chatted a bit about my disappointment in not finding any lemon yogurt.  Small talk, etc., then he said, "Do you have any special plans tonight?"  There was a pause in my brain while I tried to figure out if that was an overture.  I'm pretty sure it was, and I'm getting better at picking up on stuff like that--at least my brain even considered that it might be, whereas for the past decade or so I would have been completely oblivious.  I replied, "Cooking!  Lasagna."  I suppose if I had said, "Not really, you?" that would have been my invitation.  But I wasn't interested.

Got home, immediately popped spinach nuggets into the toaster oven, put the yams in the real oven, and started chopping veggies for the lasagna.  Spent the next hour making the lasagna sauce and assembling the layers, then as soon as the yams came out, the lazag went in.  I even washed all my dishes and wiped down the counters, all the while catching up on NPR podcasts.  Lovely!

I can't tell you how happy being productive makes me.

Tomorrow: school, mock trial, then a healthy workout.  Tomorrow is basically Friday, so I'm stoked.  Plus I'm getting the next two discs of 24 from Netflix, so I'll have a way to while away my Friday night.

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carrieslj
[info]carrieslj
In my older post I said that I'd start a Twitter account and post random stuff that I thought about. At that point it was sarcasm. Now it's not. Oh how life changes. Oh, my Twitter account is carrie_a_silver if you're curious. Though I feel sort of bad 'cause now I'm neglecting this, the blog. Not like I posted constantly anyway.

Also, how do random people and organizations end up following me on Twitter? I've had several of them now and I'm confused. I guess it doesn't really matter, it's not like posting incredibly private stuff there, so who cares really. But it still seems odd.
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I've recently been accumulating some MySQL configuration variables that have defaults which have proven to be problematic in a high-volume production environment. The thing they all have in common is a network blip or two can trigger some very undesirable behavior. max_connect_errors If a client is having trouble connecting to MySQL, the server will give up waiting after connect_timeout seconds and increment the counter which tracks the number of connect errors it has seen for the host. Then, when that...
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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 09, 2009 is:

docile • \DAH-sul\  • adjective
1 : easily taught *2 : easily led or managed

Example sentence:
"Quite docile and harmless was Billy, and it was pitiful to see how hard he tried to learn, as if groping dimly after the lost knowledge which had cost him so much." (Louisa May Alcott, Little Men)

Did you know?
Docile students can make teaching a lot easier. Nowadays, calling students "docile" indicates they aren't trouble-makers. But there's more than just good behavior connecting docility to teachability. The original meaning of "docile" is more to the point: "readily absorbing something taught." "The docile mind may soon thy precepts know," rendered Ben Jonson, for example, in a 17th-century translation of the Roman poet Horace. "Docile" comes from Latin "docēre," which means "to teach." Other descendants of "docēre" include "doctrine" (which can mean "something that is taught"), "document" (the earliest meaning of which was "instruction"), and "doctor" and "docent" (both of which can refer to college teachers).

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cuilleree
[info]cuilleree
It wasn't silent and gray at all.

Maybe tomorrow I'll have some time to post about my Saturday night, which was AMAZING, but for now, Sunday:

I got up at a reasonable hour and immediately started being productive: breakfast, load and run dishwasher, begin cleaning.  I cleaned the floor of my room, which wasn't too messy in the first place, and then I tackled the long-ignored desk.  It's been a repository of random stuff for a few weeks, so it was pretty bad.  But I managed to really do it up right.  I didn't get to any filing, but that's okay.  Tomorrow is another day.

I downloaded photos from various memory cards so I could go over some things with Andy when he came over.  I picked him up from CalTrain at 11:00, and we came back to my place to do stuff.  First order of business was searching for new tires online.  I've narrowed it down to two, so that's good.  Then all sorts of photo stuff--analyzing photos, playing with Lightroom, talking about cameras...

For lunch we went to the Dandelion Cafe and ate too much, then to PG for some climbing.  I felt pretty good climbing, but shaky/trembly from the chai, perhaps.  I only did four climbs before going to yoga.  Eric helped me get really deep into a stretch that I never thought I could do, so that was cool.  Then Andy and I came back here and did more photo stuff, ate dinner, and caught up on the interwebs.  Man, there is some funny shit online.

He had been storing his car at my house for five or six weeks, which was a main reason for the visit.  It still works.  It's gone now, which means the annoying neighbor with the blue Saturn will reclaim the spot in front of our house as his own.  Grr.

I hadn't seen Andy in weeks, and it was a fun day.  Boo on San Francisco being so far away.

And now, let's take stock of how I'm doing in The Challenge.  On Monday I posted about The Challenge that Adina and I are doing.  Here were my goals:
  1. Climb twice a week.
  2. Go to yoga once a week.
  3. Do cardio twice a week.
  4. Lift or do resistance training twice a week.
  5. Don't eat food just because it's there.
  6. Bring lunch everyday.
  7. Don't snack on junkfood.
  8. Cook for the week on Sundays.
On Tuesday I added another goal:
  • Make my bed everyday.

Here's the update:
  • Climb twice a week.
Check.  I climbed on Thursday with Adina and today with Andy.  Neither was a very challenging session, and I haven't yet updated [info]jementraine , but I'm glad I met this goal.
  • Go to yoga once a week.
Check.  I went to Jill's class on Tuesday and Eric's class today.
  • Do cardio twice a week.
Fail.  I did a great cardio workout on Monday, but I didn't go again on Friday, which was the only other day I had free.
  • Lift or do resistance training twice a week.
Fail.  I lifted on Monday after cardio, but that was it.  It was a good session, for what it's worth.
  • Don't eat food just because it's there.
Check.  I was especially proud that I didn't snack on the candy that Greg had in the house for the party on Friday.
  • Bring lunch everyday.
Check.
  • Don't snack on junkfood.
I did eat a few chocolate chips, but I wouldn't even call that a snack.  It was just to satisfy a craving and then move on.
  • Cook for the week on Sundays.
Fail.  I was thinking about cooking tonight, but Andy just left a few minutes ago.  I have stuff for lunch tomorrow, so I should be fine.  Maybe I'll cook tomorrow and redeem myself.
  • Make bed everyday.
Yes!  And for some reason it makes me feel very good!  My room looks so neat when I get home.  Love it.


So the main goal for this week is to meet all of the exercise goals.  I have Wednesday off from work, so I think this will be pretty easy.  All I have to say is that I lose weight a lot slower than I gain it.  At least this time around.  What the heck was I thinking in September and October, stuffing my face like there was no tomorrow?  Man.  Glad I'm back on the wagon.

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sparckl
[info]sparckl
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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 08, 2009 is:

sacerdotal • \sass-er-DOH-tul\  • adjective
*1 : of or relating to priests or a priesthood : priestly 2 : of, relating to, or suggesting religious belief emphasizing the powers of priests as essential mediators between God and mankind

Example sentence:
It surprised Jim whenever Father Thomas would shed his sacerdotal role to take up a secular topic of conversation such as contemporary rock music.

Did you know?
"Sacerdotal" is one of a host of English words derived from the Latin adjective "sacer," meaning "sacred." Other words derived from "sacer" include "desecrate," "sacrifice," "sacrilege," "consecrate," "sacrament," and even "execrable" (developed from the Latin word "exsecrari," meaning "to put under a curse"). One unlikely "sacer" descendant is "sacrum," referring to the series of five vertebrae in the lower back connected to the pelvis. In Latin this bone was called the "os sacrum," or "holy bone," a translation of the Greek "hieron osteon."

*Indicates the sense illustrated in the example sentence.

cuilleree
[info]cuilleree
I proctor the SAT several times throughout the year.  Each time is a little different, but most days there are things in common: students are dressed casually, most are a little nervous and quiet, they're early to the test, and they struggle with writing the certification statement in cursive (sometimes I even have to put cursive characters on the board--it's amusing).

But sometimes, and I don't know why this happens only on certain days, parents are particularly omnipresent.  The test starts at 8:00, and students are instructed to be here by 7:45.  Proctors are instructed to arrive by 7:30.  I got here at about 7:25 this morning, and already traffic was streaming into the parking lot.  To make matters more annoying, these people were driving like they'd never seen a parking lot before--half-turning into a row, then deciding against it and pulling out to go straight, all at about a quarter-mile per hour.

But what I find most perplexing is when parents not only drive their student to the test (20 minutes early), but then also walk them to the posting that says which room they're in, and then walk them to the room.  AND SOMETIMES  PARENTS  WAIT OUTSIDE THE ROOM FOR THE FULL FOUR-FIVE HOURS.

So yeah.  Um.

I know some students love their parents dearly and may find this reassuring, but holy god.  I would imagine that most find that it only increases the pressure of an already way overblown test day.  These students are juniors and seniors, parents--time to stop handholding and start teaching independence.  Sheesh.

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sparckl
[info]sparckl
CONTEXT IS FOR SUCKERS

  • 12:02 Friday #flashfiction: "Part of the Solution" snout.org/512.58 (with Tim & Karl, who are NOT Jake & Andy) #512words #
  • 21:43 Watching Alien Trespass on netflix streaming. So far the video quality doesn't suck. The movie... well, we'll see. #
  • 21:48 When I am king, every science fiction movie will be required to use a theremin at some point in its soundtrack. #wheniamking #
  • 21:55 In fact, let's make that EVERY movie. Period. #wheniamking #
  • 22:25 If I were Robert Patrick, I'd milk that T1000 thing a whole lot more than he has in his subsequent career. Just sayin'. #illbeback #
  • 22:28 It's unnerving how much Dan Lauria reminds me of my father. #
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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 07, 2009 is:

bastion • \BAS-chun\  • noun
1 : a projecting part of a fortification 2 : a fortified area or position 3 a : a place of security or survival* b : a place dominated by a particular group or marked by a particular characteristic

Example sentence:
The university's economics department was considered the last bastion of political conservatism within an otherwise liberal campus.

Did you know?
"Bastion" is constructed of etymological building blocks that are very similar to those of "bastille" (a word now used as a general term for a prison, but probably best known as the name of the Parisian fortress-turned-prison stormed by an angry mob at the start of the French Revolution). The history of "bastion" can be traced through Middle French to the Old Italian verb "bastire," which means "to build." "Bastille" descends from the Old Occitan verb "bastir," which also means "to build." "Bastir" and "bastire" are themselves of Germanic origin and akin to the Old High German word "besten," meaning "to patch."

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cuilleree
[info]cuilleree
There is a party going on in my house right now.  I swear I planned on being a normal person participating in the festivities, but instead I'm in my room in my bed.  I got in bed at 7:30 and finished an episode of 24, fell asleep around 8:00, and planned to "nap" until 11:00ish when Greg said the people would be over.  I got up to preheat the oven for him at 11 when he called...  but instead of waking back up and getting up and being social, I'm back in bed.

I'm actually pretty tired and think if I hadn't napped I could sleep through the noise, but now I'm just kind of tired but unable to fall back asleep.  Maybe I'll watch more 24 until I can.

Why don't I just go out and socialize?  Sore throat, tired, SAT butt early tomorrow... but mostly it's that I don't know anybody and am deterred by all the energy it takes to be a stranger in a group of we-know-each-others.

Jack Bauer will be my friend!

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[info]mopalia
My  son needs a Mac, cheap - he says: " I need OSX 10.5 compatibility and an Intel processor, and not a whole hell of a lot else."  Anyone got something that fills the bill?  TIA.
annarama
[info]annarama
Sarah was playing with her little ducks and making them talk to each other. One was Mama duck and the other was Nanny (her grandma) duck. What were they saying?

Mama: "tah-bucks" (Starbucks)
Nanny: "tea!"
Mama: "coffee!"

LOL!

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It has been nearly a week since The Big Broadcast of 1938 went up at the Somerville Theatre. I can say without reservation that it was worth it. Thrashing my voice, getting the Martian Sickness afterwards, feeling completely overwhelmed... everything. It was all worth it, and I'd do it again; after I graduate.

I had a couple of people ask me what it felt like to be performing on the same stage as U2 and Bruce Springsteen and so on, and the answer is "I didn't think about it much." There's plenty to pay attention to without standing there looking astounded. If anything, I thought about it as adding to the legacy, instead of basking in someone else's.


Then again, when I got there a little bit before call time, and there were no other actors around, I walked onto that stage.

Ka-click, ka-click, ka-click, ka-click, ka-click, step, shift, stop.

I stood on that stage, and I looked at the 900 empty chairs, and I closed my eyes, and I listened, and for that small, finite, and yet immeasurable amount of time, I did feel the magic, and I understood the history I was about to become part of, and I allowed myself to be in awe.

Then? Well, there was a rehearsal to get ready for, and the green rooms were downstairs.

Ka-click, ka-click, ka-click, ka-click, ka-click, step, pause.

"Good night."

Ka-click.

Lights.
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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 06, 2009 is:

nudnik • \NOOD-nik (the "OO" is as in "good")\  • noun
: a person who is a bore or nuisance

Example sentence:
James worried that he would never finish his work if the office nudnik didn't quit hanging around his cubicle.

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The suffix "-nik" came to English through Yiddish (and ultimately from Polish and Ukrainian). It means "one connected with or characterized by being." You might be familiar with "beatnik," "computernik," or "neatnik," but what about "no-goodnik" or "allrightnik"? The suffix "-nik" is frequently used in English to create nonce words that are often jocular or slightly derogatory. Some theorize that the popularity of the suffix was enhanced by Russian "Sputnik," as well as Al Capp's frequent use of "-nik" words in his "L'il Abner" cartoons. The "nud-" of the Yiddish borrowing "nudnik" ultimately comes from the Polish word "nuda," meaning "boredom."

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I'm playing part of an episode of This American Life for my sophomores today, but when I got in the car this morning I realized I didn't have it on my iPhone.  So I just came back inside to quickly add it and sync my phone... but when I opened iTunes, it started updating my library.  I thought I had used iTunes since installing the latest version, but I guess not.  So what was going to be a quick sync is turning into a hurry-up-and-wait scenario.

Finger tap, tap tap.

Ah, there it is.  Bye.

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CONTEXT IS FOR SUCKERS

  • 11:35 RT @verso How can a gay marriage be any less legitimate than a Britney Spears marriage? #
  • 11:37 Harold and Kumar Get LEFT 4 DEAD Once Upon a Time in Mexico #crossoversidliketosee #
  • 18:22 New blog post: "Hot and Cold FlashForwards" is.gd/4Nuoe #tv #skiffy #rantish #
  • 21:50 As @doctorow says: "The books I’m not reading are always more interesting than the [TV] shows I’m not watching." is.gd/4NBak #
  • 00:27 New blog post: "Here V Go Again" is.gd/4NFwZ #tv #badscience #urdoinitrong #
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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 05, 2009 is:

maugre • \MAW-gur\  • preposition
archaic : in spite of

Example sentence:
"I love thee so that, maugre all thy pride, / Nor wit nor reason can my passion hide." (Shakespeare, Twelfth Night, Act III, Scene i)

Did you know?
"Maugre" is now quite rare, but having served the English language for more than 700 years, it's due whatever rest it's currently enjoying. Although it may not be a word worth incorporating into your expressive vocabulary, being familiar with it will be helpful in reading the works of such authors as Shakespeare, Scott, Milton, and, as in this quote from his Essays, First Series, Emerson: "By virtue of this inevitable nature, private will is overpowered, and, maugre our efforts or our imperfections, your genius will speak from you, and mine from me." The word is Anglo-French in origin, coming from "mal" or "mau," meaning "evil," and "gré," meaning "grace, favor."

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Although I'm happy that it's Wednesday, I can't believe it's only Wednesday.  What's up with this week going so slowly?

I used math this morning!  I had to mix some instant dry milk, which involved 3/4 cup of water and 1/3 cup of dry milk powder.  So I got out a 1/4 cup measure and a 1/3 cup measure.  I then proceeded to pour three measures of water into a bowl.  But then I noticed that I had mistakenly used the 1/3 cup measure.  But then I was like, "Wait a tick!  Three thirds equals one cup!  All I have to do to get 3/4 cup is scoop out 1/4 cup!"  Which I did.  And I felt empowered by math.

:-)

I went to yoga yesterday, and apparently I have very flexible shoulders.  In one pose the instructor came over and helped me go even deeper into it, which involved some intense (but not painful) shoulder stretching, and it was good.  Good class overall.  I did some arm balances that made me feel strong and focused, and I'm finally not so inept when it comes to Warrior 3 (aka Virabhadrasana III, or this).  I used to think of it as torture.  In Eric's class it kind of is, since we're in it (that is, standing on one foot) for about nine hours.  Jill is more reasonable.

I've been trying to be better about updating [info]jementraine , my training log.  I had gotten lazy about it over the summer, but now that I'm doing The Challenge, I'm updating regularly again.  I'm sore today after two days of good workouts, so I'm happy to make today a rest day.

Another thing I should add to The Challenge list is that I have a goal to make my bed everyday.  I've done it for the past two days and it looks so nice and orderly when I get home!  Love it.  I know most people don't have to set a goal about making their bed, but I'm not one of those people.

I'm getting my teeth cleaned today.  I used to love getting my teeth cleaned--and I still love it after they're clean, of course--but now that I'm old and have some gum recession that makes my teeth sensitive to touch and cold, I worry a little.  There is lots of yoga breathing during teeth cleanings now. :-(

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CONTEXT IS FOR SUCKERS

  • 12:07 At the movies, waiting for Julie & Julia to start. #
  • 22:05 @aprilgirl2 Hooray and good luck! #nanowrimo #
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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 04, 2009 is:

invective • \in-VEK-tiv\  • noun
*1 : an abusive expression or speech 2 : insulting or abusive language : vituperation

Example sentence:
The sonnet is an invective against the poet's wife and the man who cuckolded him.

Did you know?
"Invective" began life in the 15th century as an adjective meaning "of, relating to, or characterized by insult or abuse." In 1523, it appeared in print as a noun meaning "an example of abusive speech." Eventually, the noun developed a second sense applying to abusive language as a whole. "Invective" comes to us from the Middle French word "invectif," which in turn derives from Latin "invectivus," meaning "reproachful, abusive." ("Invectivus" comes from Latin "invectus," past participle of the verb "invehere," one form of which means "to assail with words.") "Invective" is similar to "abuse," but it tends to suggest not only anger and vehemence, but also verbal and rhetorical skill. It sometimes implies public denunciation, as in "blistering political invective."

*Indicates the sense illustrated in the example sentence.

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I’m a 20-year-old girl, and I’ve been dating my boyfriend, who is 23, for two years. From the get-go, he has known that I am bi, and like most straight guys, he’s happy to be with a girl who likes girls.
The thing is, I am too shy to go out and hit on a girl. Getting a man was the easy part, but getting a girl who is willing to fuck around not only with me but also with my boyfriend is a daunting task. I encourage my boyfriend to talk to women since he is ...
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Side 1: Manifesto

Everything you’ve done, everything you’ve seen, everything you’ve become, remains.  You never can go back, only forward.” 
(—Michael Marshall Smith, “Only Forward”)

Side 2: Reminder

Only connect! That was the whole of her sermon. Only connect the prose and the passion, and both will be exalted, and human love will be seen at its height. Live in fragments no longer. Only connect, and the beast and the monk, robbed of the isolation that is life to either, will die.
(—E.M. Forster, “Howard’s End”)

Actually, there is only one side.

(Tattoos by Tex, font by Paul Renner.)

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I use my voice everyday as a teacher.  Today I overused it.  I'm a little annoyed with my students for being just slightly loud all day.  You know, not really talking outright--no one I could pick out and tell to stop talking--but just a little din all the time.  When did I start letting this happen?

I'm going to go to yoga tonight and make it all better.

I gave out the mother lode of an MLA formatting handout today.  I impressed even myself.

Is it really only Tuesday?  Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeit.

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CONTEXT IS FOR SUCKERS

  • 22:19 @davidamann "The Middleman:" ABC Family series, based on comic book, both by former LOST writer-producer Javier Grillo-Marxuach. Fun! #
  • 23:13 Driving Lessons (2006, w/ the kid who plays Ron Weasley): baseless. #onewordmoviereviews #
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Tommy is one of my favorite albums of all time, and the music translates perfectly to the stage. It's my favorite show of all time, and since I know the music so well, I hold it to a very high bar. The SF Ray of Light Theatre's performance of Tommy meets then jumps way over the bar! The musicians are good and the singers/actors are superb.

The stage and seating is small (think elementary school auditorium size) and every seat is great. There's no silly/embarassing security (insert "security theater" joke here) checks like at most SF venues. There's only fun. The prior time I watched Tommy was in Mem Aud at Stanford from the balcony--still a good performance, but the intimate theater really engrosses you in the show.

There's also a really tasty Mayan restaurant a block away.

Highly recommended. You can usually find discount tickets for the show on Goldstar Events. This is the final weekend, so hurry up!
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Merriam-Webster's Word of the Day for November 03, 2009 is:

regimen • \REJ-uh-mun\  • noun
*1 : a systematic course of treatment or training 2 : government, rule 3 : a government in power : regime

Example sentence:
Sherry’s personal trainer at the gym started her on a workout regimen of 30 minutes on the treadmill followed by 30 minutes of weight training.

Did you know?
We borrowed "regimen" straight from Latin, spelling and all -- but in Latin, the word simply meant "rule" or "government." In English, it usually refers to a system of rules or guidelines, often for living a healthy life or taking a regular dose of exercise. The Latin "regimen" derives from another Latin word, the verb "regere," which means "to lead straight" or "to rule." If you trace straight back from "regere," you'll find that "regimen" has plenty of lexical kin, including "correct," "erect," "region," "rule," and "surge." If you are using the "training" sense of "regimen," be careful not to confuse the word with "regiment," another "regere" descendant, which is used for a military unit.

*Indicates the sense illustrated in the example sentence.

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Yeah, you know, I don't look at my investments very often because I was indoctrinated into the Buy & Hold And Don't Worry About It Too Much school at age 20, but I just looked at my YTD transactions for my IRA.  Most of them are dividend reinvestments, but in February I bought for 2008, and it turns out I bought on one of the lowest days of the year.  Whooppee!

Now if I could just spend some time getting my 403(b) in order....

Edit: I just set up my recurring automatic contributions for 2010.  I'm back to being a savings nerd, and I'm so happy about it.

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